I Was Terrified When My Son Was Born, And That’s Okay.

I was in a church meeting listening to men discuss how amazing they felt when their first child was born. It was all filled with sweet sentiments, but honestly, I couldn’t relate because I was terrified when my son was born.

I mean, I love him. I don’t regret a thing, but the moment I first held my son I felt fear. I felt anxiety. I felt like this amazin…